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in other words, just a normal PhD day LOL!

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Olivia has thought up JUST the idea! on how to recognise each other. But I am not putting it out here in public, will PM.

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a scow has something to do with boats......its a large boat with a flat bottom, sort of like a barge perhaps?

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What a strange feeling......its I think what they call in marathons running, hitting the wall, where you have just expended all of your body's resources, you literally have exhausted yourself.....and I am exhausted. Is it a cumulative effect? is it just for the day and I will feel fresh tomorrow? I am doing all of the common sense things about eating right, exercising moderately, getting enough sleep, trying to take enough breaks, socialising, etc. While I do feel pressure, I am not feeling unduly stressed or depressed or etc. But I do not feel refreshed from one day to the next--my brain feels tired, like its climbing up a steep mountain everyday.

I have some vision of the film Amadeus, where he wrote so many compositions in such a short time that he exhausted himself. By no means am I either working that hard nor producing that level of genius, butI guess the point being that mental strain and work takes its toll on your body.

I even found a website where you can check your biorhythms.......hmmm....mine for today say that I am on a physical and mental upslope of the curve, about half way through the cycle, so that is good news, things will get better! But emotionally, its like the bottom of the curve.....interesting! Seven days from now should be better... at least according to my biorhythms. Why fight it? Turning off computer and calling it a day!

In my writing up haze, I am suddenly thrilled to see that I have THREE stars! Thank you!!! Thank you!!! Thank you!!! (up)(up)(up)(up)8-) This is the best thing that has happened all day!

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