======= Date Modified 29 Sep 2008 00:28:16 =======
i find it boring to go to my bedroom to go to sleep. is that really bizzare?
i like falling asleep in my study room listening to the sound of tv as background. and then falling asleep with the comfort of background noise. then in the middle of the night around 4ish i drag myself to my bedroom. i dont know why i find it hard to go to bed to my bedroom. i am tired right now, but i dont feel like going to bed, as i am worried i will just lie there and be bored lol and worry about things and all the things that you dont think about during the day, at night time they all come popping up.
i'm like mulder, haha didnt he always used to just fall asleep on the couch infront of the telly, never was in his bedroom
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i usually have a tv show (dvd) on in the background and fall asleep watching it , i sometimes close my eyes so i can hear the dialogue and its like an audio book so im just thinking about that, and not having to think about anything else. i think one day i might get one of those mini dvd players, those really small tv dvd player things.
and on cue, will watch a House episode, till i end up sleeping.