after I sent the post saying I feel happy with lots of smileys, everything changed. Got declined for a payment on the net, checked my bank account online to see what's going on; found out my student overdraft was cancelled days ago, there were lots of secure messages from the bank with "you naught girl, you used your account so you will be punished by death" type of threats. It's finally sorted, apparently my student overdraft "dropped" from the system, whatever that means. The bank apologised. Now I feel happy again but confused happy. So, not so much of any more, but more like