Good for you for starting back on article reading after such a traumatic weekend. I think it can be so hard to focus when your mind is obviously on other things...so good for you! You are gonna be JUST FINE!!!! Sometimes in sort of low moments, the message ( yes, this is sort of sappy but the sentiment works) from a Dolly Parton song, Hard Candy Christmas is good--times are tough, but she is going to make it anyway...here is a link to the lyrics if you want. http://www.lyricsfreak.com/d/dolly+parton/hard+candy+christmas_20041836.html