Cheers all for your advice, and Ginny hope that your feeling better about things. Just got back from the week away and almost managed to forget about stuff for a while. But back and missing the French food and wine! Had the meeting with gaduate tutor who was really helpful and supportive, in some ways reassured me, in others still just as worried. Anyway it seems that my options are threefold, get a suspension for a few months, withdraw, or carry on. What's hanging over everything are the implications for my studentship, if I withdraw will I have to pay back last years amount and if I get a suspension will they withdraw it completely...eek!