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PART 2:
I admit I made mistakes during the year and for one there was no excuse (a verbal error made in front of the actual final customer). However, in most cases there was a root cause I could trace back to information I was not given, notably by the girl I started privately calling the dementor (INCLUDING the big mistake I have just mentioned). I never felt as though I was actually wanted there and throughout, there were instances of bizarre behaviour including me being hauled over the coals for me not assessing a report from another University when I'd already said three weeks prior I felt the report contained data of insufficient quality to help us. I ended up doing a report on this report for him if that makes sense. There were also mood swings with both the Prof and the (de)mentor, which meant I never knew where I stood. Whilst they were both top of their fields, their people handling skills were next to non-existent. In the case of the (de)mentor, it felt as though she never had a downtime period after she completed her own PhD and had remained in hyper mode over the few years since she completed and that didn't help tension levels.
Examples include:
1) The (de)mentor supervising my technique on a test rig, where I momentarily had to stop myself to ensure correct procedure was followed and turned round to find her ranting and raving behind me. I had followed the procedure I was given but she still went off on one.
2) The Prof. having a go at a technician after I reported an equipment fault. The Prof. claimed he should have had it fixed a week ago, which was impossible as I'd only just reported a fault that had just appeared. I was then witness to a blazing row between the two of them, ending in front of the technician's boss and workmates. I realised it wasn't just me he was likely to have a go at from that experience. The technician's boss and workmates all agreed that the altercation should have happened privately, however, it was clear that when the bust-up happened others would stay out of the firing line and not get involved. In otherwords, everyone would look after themselves.
I heard from others that his mood swings were well known about and two members of secretarial staff that worked in adjacent office said they could tell on the looks on people's faces who was due to go into see him.
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PART 3:
I did find out that there were contacts within the Uni. that 'dealt' with personality characters like him, however, it was meant for students and I couldn't really use it.
As for the effect it had on me as a person, it was quite negative. The PhD and first post-doc had given my confidence a big boost, however, I could feel this draining away from me due to the poor working environment. There were times I was in tears and I just wanted to quit and actually twice served notice to quit, however, I had to see out the year for the simple reason if I left I would have had no income. In the UK, you cannot claim unemployment benefit for six months if you leave a job out of your own choice without an alternative.
There were knock-on effects in that as I'd left without a reference (though I later obtained a job description from Uni. human resources), it took me a year to find alternative employment and that further knocked my confidence. One reason I was given was that I was overqualified for jobs I was applying for. Another was the lack of the reference from the second post-doc Uni. My PhD Uni. gave me some unpaid work assisting in writing a book chapter based on my PhD data, which allowed me at least to improve my reference situation. Word had got back to them there'd been problems, though I never fully disclosed what had happened.
I did want to complain and a harrasment action was discussed (as per the bullying case I mentioned at the beginning), however, in a completely independent conversation it was made clear that Universities close ranks and any complainant would either face a wall of silence or a 'version of events' putting the Uni. in a favorable light (though avoiding directly defamitory comments about the complainant). I felt at the time there was nothing I could do, as any witnesses would remain quiet for the sake of their own jobs and careers. It's also possible my name was somehow blacklisted at least with local Universities, but I have no proof of this.
The experience has affected my career longterm in that over five years later, my career is on a different path to that I had imagined. I'm basically back to where I started before I took the PhD and despite a good publication record and good working record apart from that one post-doc year, it would be difficult to redirect to where I was after my PhD.
I don't regret doing the PhD as I've said elsewhere as that and the first post-doc were very positive experiences. However, as I found out during my second post-doc it takes very little and just one or two people being against you to undo years of good work. Whilst the remarks can also apply to the real world, my experiences are one reason I suggest to people they have a good look around the deprartment (both PhD and post-doc) and meet the people you'll be working with before you sign any contracts or agreements. If possible, stick your head round the door a second time as meeting your potential supervisor under a different set of circumstances can tell you alot more about them. That working relationship above all can make or break a PhD or post-doc position.
EDIT: With time I can say the rawness of the feelings over what happened have definitely faded away. However, one thing that still sticks with me is knowing that they have moved on from this with their reputations intact and not so much as a repremand over errors and omissions that were down to them. I still feel justice has not been done.
Ian (Mackem_Beefy)
I remember your post from a year ago. When I reappeared here, I remember someone posting that they'd been three years in the same predicament.
I myself was unemployed for a year after the 'failure' of my second post-doc and yes, I did wonder what the point of everything was. Like you, I also had family reasons why moving out of the area was not an option (my region is a well known unemployment blackspot - my username is a clue to roughly the area I'm from). However, a job did eventually come along and whilst it's not perfect I've been in that job now for five years.
Don't give up hope and keep trying. Something has to give in the end. I know many people frown on removing PhDs from CVs in order to enhance job prospects, but don;t be afraid to do this if it at least finds you a job. With the agreement of your former supervisors, pass it off as a fixed term Research Assistant position.
If you want to talk some more, by all means send me a PM.
Ian (Mackem_Beefy)
I went into a PhD with Masters and 2(ii). A PhD means you undertook a research topic that led to an original finding that added something new to your chosen field. It doesn't mean you're a certified genius.
I think I'm going to echo what others have said in that it helps to be interested in your subject. However, there are others on here where the match was not sopt on and they've done okay. The PhD is about you and the effort you put in to achieve your aims. Do accept it's going to be hard work. The skills and techniques you need, you learn as you go along and no new started will have the complete skill set they need at the very beginning. We all have a phase where we're playing catchup with other members of the group, so don't worry about this. As regards background knowledge, that's what a literature review is for.
The big one for me is being able to get on with the supervisors and the rest of the team. The supervisor relationship to me can be the real make or break factor and I consider it important to ensure you've met your new potential supervisors (especially the primary), had a good look around the department and met other PhD students working under him without the potential supervisors being around so they can tell you honestly what it's like working under them.
I got a good supervisor for my PhD - he had his quirks, everyone does - allowing me nearly the right balance of contact and space to get on with my work. I stayed in my PhD department for my first post-doc and that worked out okay too. However, the supervisory academic and direct subordinate for my second post-doc in a different University had a very different set of personnel skills with at times outright hostility and I think I would have failed if I'd taken up an option to do a PhD in that University instead. I had a miserable time of it during that latter second post-doc period.
I would try meeting the supervison team more than just the once as catching on a different day under a different set of circumstances can reveal alot about mood swings and temprement. Everyone puts on their best faces in an interview situation as I found out to my cost for my second post-doc.
As regards at least giving it a go, I agree fully with Screamingaddabs in it's better to have a go and at least know you've tried rather than shyed away and never known. If you like, it's better to have loved and lost rather than never to have loved at all. :-)
I put together a blog after I finished, which gives you my perspective on a PhD and covers a few other issues not covered by your questions. It is written in an honest style, so don't let the negatives put you off. If I had my time over again, yes I would still opt to do a PhD. The boost it gave at the time to my self-confidence and the new skills learned is something that cannot be underestimated.
http://www.wearthesis.talktalk.net
As regards doing a PhD abroad, I can see your argument about it perhaps being better for your CV. I'm not sure it makes that much difference and believe the working environment to be more important to give yourself the best chance of seeing through the process with the correct level of support. Three to five years is a long time if the environment is not right for you.
Ian (Mackem_Beefy)
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1) Have you tried contacting her former supervisor?
2) Have you tried a quick trace on the author to try to contact her? Is there any trace of the author on Linkedin, Academia.edu or Facebook?
3) Have you contacted the University library and explained your situation?
There's also the Australian National Thesis Service:
http://trove.nla.gov.au/
Ian (Mackem_Beefy)
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It sounds like one of the examiners is reading it from cover to cover!!! :-)
You've also resubmitted whilst they were likely to be away on holiday, after which it's conference season before they all return to Uni. end of September.
I remember my viva was delayed to enable my supervisor to concentrate on an EU Project seminar. I just wanted to get it over with, so I know how you feel.
Ian (Mackem_Beefy)
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Ditto to Delta.
It's a hard world out there and finding work is difficult. Under such circumstances, you have to put yourself first. Apply.
I faced a period of unemployment too and it's not a nice place to be. It's easier to find work whilst in work.
Ian (Mackem_Beefy)
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I did pretty much as posters did, in that I listed any typos I found and corrected them as I found them. I provided my supervisor with a list, who promptly said "Don't show it to them or mention it." Er, okay. I ended up with three minor corrections, all spelling mistakes. I will reiterate what others have said, in that clearing up minor typos is fine.
However, the final hardbound thesis is meant to be an accurate reflection of the document the examiners have reviewed so major unauthorised changes to analyses or findings are not acceptable and can actually in extremis end up with the PhD being revoked. This is very unlikely and depends on someone spotting a change, plus the University being willing to attract adverse publicity in doing so. I am aware, however, that my own University was very aware of things like this happening and was very watchful of this (normally due to a candidate replacing something in the hardbound thesis they disagreed with - normally a supervisor amendment).
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I'll admit to a minor cock-up here, as I ended up with three versions of my thesis in electronic form.
1) The first was the submission version (long since deleted as it is not needed anymore).
2) The second was with the three typos corrected as per the examiners' changes plus the typos I found and corrected.
3) The third I'd blindly started editing the submission version and ended up a version with examiner typos corrected but my typos not.
How I managed that and didn't spot what I was doing, I'll never know, though I think at different times in my rush to get rid of it I'd sat down and edited one without referring to the other. :-)
I ended up hard-binding version three at the time (the one sitting in the library) and when my Uni. created it's electronic repository a few years later, I turned the second version into a PDF to be donated to and uploaded to it. I only realised at this stage what I'd done.
No doubt someone will find the hard bound version three has quite a few more typos in the dim and distant future. Version two is that I normally point people to.
No thesis is ever perfect and as has been said by plenty in the past, it is brought to the point where it is as it's least damaging when it is submitted.
Ian (Mackem_Beefy)
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