Quote From thecoastman:
Are you still suffering from the post-Bank holiday slump? I know I am...
28.08.08
Ok you've got me. It's definatly a post Bank holiday slump. Or at least I hope it is, oh god, the other option being that i have completely lost my phd-mojo is too horrible to contemplate. Plus tomorrow I am going to the emerald isle tomorrow to see my big brother and so am only doing a 3 day week and it's the knowledge that I'm not doing as many hours makes me think that idon't need to have produced so much work.
Last night had a complete meltdown and now my boyfriend thinks I'm crazy. :$ Who knew that the pressures of a brother-in-law that keeps giving me death stares, moving house, spending 3 days at my brother house whose girlfriend seriously dislikes me- oh, and a little thing called a PhD could result in a complete inability to do anything. All I want to do is sleep today...
So I suppose that is why I havn't been posting. I should be posting aims and my achievements but don't really feel like I have achieved anything. But at least this diary records the lows as well as the highs and is true to the overall PhD experience. I think when I first started on my PhD journey I expected that there would be times that were difficult but until you actually experience them I guess you don't know how it's going to make you feel and affect your work.
Sorry, this post is a bit negative and has turned into a bit of a rant. Am off to find my positive hat now to put on! (up) Now, time to be proactive. If I get one thing done this afternoon and manage to tidy and order my desk ready for monday, then at least I have achieved something!