Hi. You can try prior as it does motivate you. For my first book; it was 10yrs before publication despite it being an original idea. The book was publishable but the main field , would not sell enough copies. Try and get a good publisher- mine folded soon after so I never receive any payment despite it still selling.Also log the book with a copyright registration agency on line as I nearly lost my idea to several people and publishers. Good luck and do not give in!!