i agree it is rather rubbish
...but do excuse me while I indulge in a moan about my situation....then put it into context.
My scholarship ended nearly a year ago, I have not brought a penny into the household since January, cannot get any maternity pay, or benefits from the government because I "voluntarily left paid employment" to further my career doing a PhD. Don't even qualify for anything from the university until baby arrives and I am a student mom.
But even still, I have a lovely husband who is in a job, and I look around and all the people in my local area losing jobs, and homes, and although I feel hard-done by I still count my lucky stars that I have my health and will be able to have a roof over my head and food on the table.
Life can be rubbish...but do try to find a glimmer of positivity in your situation. No matter how dark your situation may be, there will be some hope.
;-)