There IS a lot of negative energy on this thread!!! I'm beginning to wonder what I've done wrong...
Yeah I was 16 when I started my first degree, it was a really strange and confusing time for me. I had a lot of potential but also a lot of problems which I guess is why I'm nervous about trying for a PhD now. It was easy doing a marine biology MSc because it didn't really matter to me, but astrophys / astrobio is really important and I'm worried about not being good enough. Dropping out of astrophys at 16 was a huge big deal for me - a lot of people lost their respect for me and I don't want to let myself down again.
I'm still slightly confused about the whole application process - if I want to start my own project, do I just send a few unsolicited proposals to potential supervisors?? What if they just ignore me, or are too busy?
I'm expecting some aggressive replies to this, so my apologies for being a little bit backwards..