Thankful to have stumbled upon this forum, as I am running rather low on motivation and quite high on the usual late night caffeine fix. It's been 3 years since I've had a taste of freedom that has not been drenched in stress, anxiety, and/or guilt. I thought I had reached my bottom in year 2, as I watched my motivation ebb and flow quite regularly. However, it is now...the midpoint of my 3rd year that I have reached an all time low. It feels as though I blew a fuse in my brain that resulted in some sort of automatic shut down process. So now, here I stand, much like a particularly large slumbering cow, unmovable...untippable, but in need of tips on how to reactivate my brain and restore my motivation. I'll take pennies...nickles...pocket lint - really whatever can be spared. :-) Thank you and may the force be with you -