oh well, I might as well join in. I have no confidence in how to get through this and sometimes it scares me and a lot of may bee's go round and round in my head..a job would have given me more sanity and others would not have hated my miserable face so much. Anyway I had a deadline for a report (7000-10,000)and the way I am going its going to be blown away. The past few days I have fooled around the flat, watched daytime TV (arrgh..) and didnt add a word to the report (but writing very nicely here..shame). Yes, thats it! My motivation, enthusaism and my good mood have all joined together on a very long holiday to sunny southern spain and since the airport delays are causing chaos, they refuse to come back! oh dear am I in big trouble, I should get a PR company to hire them back as they have aalready stopped treating me like family :-o (yawn at my moan)