Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear. the brave may not live forever, but the cautious do not live at all. from now you'll be travelling the road between whom you think you are and who you can be. The key is to allow yourself to make the journey. all am saying Dina, is that, make sure you listen more to yourself than to others when making this decision. most people will tell you to leave...dare to believe in yourself...what is it that YOU want?