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Next week I have to give a presentation on an area only tangentially related to my thesis. I have a general knowledge of the area, but am no expert. I'm on a panel with another 3 people, all of whom are experts - I've just been talking to one of them about her presentation and now feel completely overwhelmed! Her knowledge is huge and I'm just tootling around the edges! If it wasn't for my supervisor I wouldn't be on this panel - and I so don't want to do it!
And to make matters worse, I'll be talking about government policy in front of public servants, who are also old colleagues. They'll know I'm not an expert!!
...I hate challenges and don't know why I ever agreed to this!! I've had a look at some of the stuff on imposter syndrome, but it doesn't help.