yeh... i mean they dotn really understand..its jst that my life seems to be on it at the momnet. its like i am socialising with the people, socialising with the specialist community, reading about it, thats all n e 1 ever talks to me about and its all i seem to think about. Its driving me mad really...i dont think n e 1 else is involved as i am ... they take it seriously...i mean so do i - bt i still treat it quite fun. Argh. Its only 4 months in!