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Severely depressed about my PhD
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Wow part of this post is a bit harsh. This person is not making a joke out of anything. Starting something you thought was for you and then figuring out maybe it isn't is not a huge deal. No need to be rude.


Quote From Fled:
Hello. You said "loathe". You should have quit yesterday. My wife is a medical doctor, and yesterday she was telling me about a young man in his teens who came in; who had hung himself for whatever reason. Unfortunately he did not die, and suffered irreparable brain damage. Needless to say his family is utterly crushed.

All of that was to say is that at the end of the day, life has to have meaning for YOU. Not anyone else, not your parents, your friends, your neighbours or your pets. Sure we have all had at one time or the other had to work a shitty job in order to pay the bills, or take a course we hated, but when you find yourself in a position to transition, you make your move.

Staying in your PhD is not only hurting you, but it is taking up space at your institution and using up their resources which could be spent on someone REALLY motivated to do the work. Don't make a joke of the Academy and don't unnecessarily burden your supervisor(s) when you don't want to be there.

I am sure you parents rather you be happy that be "Ms. Happy" than "miserable Dr. so-and-so" If not, too bad. Its simple. Break the bad news to them, do the same with the supervisors and save yourself next semester's fees. Then you look at nursing training, when the next intake is, what exams or requirements are needed, you may have missed enrolment which gives you time to get all of your competencies in order for next time and also try to visit with some nurses to ask them if the Profession is all you imagined it to be. Fear is worrying about something which has not happened, and probably never will. Regret however is very real. You know what to do.

...the clock is ticking...

PhD lab technique advice
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Yea that was my plan. I've used all of those techniques before just not in some time, so I guess I'm afraid of being "rusty". Not to mention actually using them to carry out my own research and not someone else's like I was doing previously.

Quote From TreeofLife:
If I were you I would start with some basic techniques just to practice - miniprep, DNA extraction, PCR etc.

Severely depressed about my PhD
C

Hi,

Let me just start by saying I know exactly how you feel. I'm at the beginning of my 2nd year and I have days where everything seems completely hopeless on this PhD journey. During my first year I participated in individual and group therapy for anxiety and depression. I'm not going to lie I still struggle with both everyday (and actually just posted about my own fears).I guess the best advice I could give is too only listen to your heart on the good days. Depression can really alter our view on life and have us make hasty decisions that we wouldn't normally make.

I think you should maybe give it on more semester while you work through your issues and then decide if it's for you or not.

If you do decide to leave though, know that it's completely okay. Life is too short to be miserable!

Hope this helps :)

PhD lab technique advice
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Hi all!

I am just starting up my second year of grad school in PhD program, and after spending my 1st year "floating" and not very sure of what I wanted to focus my research on; I feel that I now have more concrete ideas to get started on. While this is good and a step in the right direction, my confidence is still shaken because I feel like my knowledge of lab techniques is not where it should be. I haven't worked hands on in a lab in about a year and a half (I had a few internships previously), and my skills are completely lacking. I know that you aren't supposed to know how to do everything, but I'm super willing to learn I just hope that's enough.

I also don't want to be seen as some novice researcher who can't hold their own.

Thanks!