I used to send these kind of emails on a monthly basis

I think if my supervisor see such an email sent by me, he will immediately phone me

Otto - i totally understand how you feel. I am going insane. Sometimes it gets to a point where you just can't take it anymore. I have lots of these emails saved in my drafts folder.

that's a very good point - writing things down helps me a LOT. it literally get things out of your system and it's clearer when it's down on paper (or computer screen!). see it as therapy though, and NEVER click *send*

Glad you are feeling better about everything Otto.