So my current postdoc will be coming to an end in a month. This was completely my decision and I hope that I made the right one because I do not have a job lined up yet. I took my current job primarily because my wife got a good Assistant Professor job out on the east coast. I stayed back in the midwest for 1 year to finish some projects in my previous postdoc, but eventually the commuter marriage got to be too much so I decided to resign my position and take the new job to be closer to my wife.
The new job was a disaster almost from the start. Essentially, I think my current PI really wanted a technician/secretary more than she wanted a postdoc. I'm treated as more of a personal assistant than a postdoc. Most of the time I can't even run my own projects because I get called to stop what I'm doing and help her format her grants/collaborators papers, redo figures, correct english, make endnote libraries, add in her references for her grants, prep her lectures and presentations, etc... My other main job has been to write papers for about 5 years worth of projects that haven't been communicated. Regarding the latter, I've been really productive and have written 12 papers in less than 1 year. Unfortunately, once I give them to her to her, they just sit in her computer and metaphorically collect dust either by her not having the time to add her part or her collaborators not having an interest to add their sections. While I have done some experiments, most of them have been simple and at the request of collaborators. As such, I haven't developed my own project and am essentially just a lab tech. On top of everything else, she's condesending, arrogant, rude, and simply can't or won't listen to anyone's ideas other than her own. It's really no surprise that I'm the only one left in her lab as she loses a postdoc on average about every 6 months. Remarkably, she's managed to bring in grants and get tenure even though she's treated her employees like a disposeable resource.
Finally, enough was enough and I turned in my resignation to which she responded by breaking down in tears (long story). To be nice since I was the only one in lab, I gave her 2 months to replace me. Now, I'm down to my last 4-5 weeks and it is REALLY painful to be here. Rather than concentrate on getting the papers out that we've already written, I've been tasked with writing an additional 4-5 manuscripts before I go. I'm reasonably good at writing, but I don't think anyone could write a manuscript a week especially on diverse topics that they know little about! Anyway, just thought I'd come on to vent. My wife's been real supportive and truthfully, I'm looking forward to the time off to recover from this nightmare. If I have one regret, it's that she'll be able to do this to another postdoc who walks in. Considering writing to postdoctoral affairs because this woman shouldn't be allowed to treat postdocs like this. On the otherhand, I might just leave and just be glad to be done.
