hey guys,

am so demotivated by everything, more so my silly supervisors who think am a crap student. last week i went to see my supervisor who trushed my work, tho he eventually admitted that i was on the right track. we are having battles on whose thesis it is and how it should be done. this silly sup wants me to do his thing - he's not from my field and is clueless about arguing from my perspective. my other sup doesn give a damn. whenever i wanna publish they put me down, now the paper i gave them was read by more than 10 people and presented to more than 20, changes made to it etc and they still think it was trash. i find it difficult to carry on. am beginning to lose interest in repeating things 100 times to people who have already decided that i do not know how to do my work. am so fed up. haven't worked since my work got trashed. people, i need you to lift me up. you're all i have right now. help!

hey HFJ. I just took a week off and am back refreshed. guess what, i had my review today and am getting other sups. i couldn't be happier. am sick of doing what other people tell me to do. hope someone had told me it would be this way earlier. anyway, optimism now! am gonna start writing that chapter now.

thanks once again.