What are your worst fears about your PhD?

H

Hi,

I'm having one of those days where the fears are feeling really real.

Today I am worried that my thesis may not be good enough for the examiners and I may get major revisions.

Other times I worry that my reference management software will stop working the day before I'm due to submit.

What are your worst fears about your PhD?

C

My worst fear at the moment, Hugh, is that the examiners will conclude that my work is 'not enough for a PhD' and will recommend MPhil instead. I've been questioned on this several times (most recently yesterday) so it is a very real fear! I think it stems from the fact that I'm doing qualitative research in a very quants-heavy department, and my numbers look tiny compared to the numbers people are used to seeing.

H

Quote From chickpea:
My worst fear at the moment, Hugh, is that the examiners will conclude that my work is 'not enough for a PhD' and will recommend MPhil instead. I've been questioned on this several times (most recently yesterday) so it is a very real fear! I think it stems from the fact that I'm doing qualitative research in a very quants-heavy department, and my numbers look tiny compared to the numbers people are used to seeing.


I have the same fear too, and I am also in a similar situation. I am worried that examiners are going to say, and so what? However, I think the key thing is to find internal and external examiners who are pure qualitative researchers, so that this will not be a problem. I think also getting examiners from the exact same area of research, instead of the larger research area, may be a way around it?

C

I agree Hugh - the choice of examiners is going to be really important. I know someone who did qualitative research and was asked if her PhD was 'a pilot study'!

H

Quote From chickpea:
I agree Hugh - the choice of examiners is going to be really important. I know someone who did qualitative research and was asked if her PhD was 'a pilot study'!


*shock horror* :(

D

Hello. Great post topic! I would say I have 2 fears: 1) failing 2) that all the hard work will leave me no better off (employment wise) than I started.

C

I definitely have the employment concern too, Drmumphd - especially because you hear about some employers being put off by PhDs!

H

Quote From Drmumphd:
Hello. Great post topic! I would say I have 2 fears: 1) failing 2) that all the hard work will leave me no better off (employment wise) than I started.


Sadly, I think the latter will hold for me if I plan to go outside of academia. I can't see me being in a better position for employment after I was after masters/undergrad.

D

Its comforting to know that probably every PhD student out there at the moment has similar fears. How long do you have left Hugh? It would be great to hear some "happy endings" post-PhD life.

My supervisor (who is amazing for the most part) asked me what I was going to do once the PhD came to an end...I was trying to say *cough cough* work with you as a post doc *cough cough* but he reiterated that there was nothing here for me...oh dear!

Z

Like many others have mentioned here, being told that my thesis is not of PhD standard in viva, or them opening with 'we have serious concerns about your thesis' in viva.

I recently have had some funny viva dreams which I shall disclose here for giggles. I had one where it was over really quickly and I passed with minor corrections. Then, I woke up (in my dream) disappointed that I had not passed my viva. Then I had the 'real' dream viva where I had 11 examiners and they were all getting drunk on wine and passed me because they were really drunk. Then on my way out of my department the building began to collapse. I then woke up thinking 'I have just been through my viva twice, I can't be bothered doing it again!' haha

H

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Like many others have mentioned here, being told that my thesis is not of PhD standard in viva, or them opening with 'we have serious concerns about your thesis' in viva.

I recently have had some funny viva dreams which I shall disclose here for giggles. I had one where it was over really quickly and I passed with minor corrections. Then, I woke up (in my dream) disappointed that I had not passed my viva. Then I had the 'real' dream viva where I had 11 examiners and they were all getting drunk on wine and passed me because they were really drunk. Then on my way out of my department the building began to collapse. I then woke up thinking 'I have just been through my viva twice, I can't be bothered doing it again!' haha


Hahahaha! Loved those, I haven't had any yet (thankfully I think) ;-)

T

That I don't actually finish writing it in time!

J

My fears about the PhD only came when I found the university's aim of having phd students are not for research reputation, but for money. My only academic part of my phd is enjoyable, but the greedy university and supervisor does let me down. money is the top agenda for them-terrible.

C

My fear is reaching submission date with an incomplete thesis as I don't have time to finish.

C

Another fear I have is that my supervisors' feedback is out of line with the examiners' opinions, and that what my supervisors think is a finished thesis is judged to be anything but! My supervisors are relentlessly positive and enthusiastic, which is lovely, but I keep thinking all it takes is a nitpicky examiner and I'll come unstuck!

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