I think my proposal is good or at least adequate. I mean, I spent three months writing it two years ago and have been revising and fine tuning it ever since, and yes I know this doesn’t mean that it’s any good, but I’ve had other people read it, including my BSc dissertation supervisor, and they thought it was good. I mean, it could be my proposal that’s been the issue, but I haven’t had any specific complaints about it so I don’t think that’s it.

Hello everyone... So here’s the thing...

Like most academics, I have a type A personality (this will become relevant as you read on).

I have a First Class BSc in Communications from a Nigerian university and a Merit MSc in Marketing from a UK university, and would like to do a PhD in Marketing moving forward. During my BSc and MSc I didn’t know that a PhD was something I wanted to pursue so I wasn’t doing the things that would have made me a solid PhD candidate (experience, networking, etc). It was when I graduated from my MSc program that I finally decided on a career in academia; teaching and/or researching.

So I started applying to PhD programs and quickly realised that I wasn’t a top contender. So I’ve spent time improving myself; working for free as a research assistant for a year, attending seminars and conferences and taking extra courses... just basically strengthening my CV... However, I’ve just received my 14th rejection and it has been two years of nonstop failed applications to universities at every level of the league tables, and in one of my last rejections the university was very blunt and told me that although I did well in my degrees, that I didn’t get them from elite universities and that was the reason for my rejection. At this point there’s nothing I can do about the universities I got my degrees from.

I am also in contact with the careers department at my last university, and upon reviewing my CV they told me that my CV as it stands is competitive enough, and that the problem is probably that I don’t live in any of the countries I am applying to... but I am a citizen of and currently live in a country whose citizens have to fulfil pretty tough visa requirements to immigrate, requirements that I don’t necessarily meet at the moment to be able to go and live in these countries for the sake of applying, plus it’s not really realistic.

Recently I’ve become very aware of the fact that time is flying by and most employers are looking for young employees (where I live employers are allowed by law to, and often do, specify the age range they would like to hire and I will pass that cut off next year). I’m just wondering if maybe I should forget about my academic aspirations and begin pursuing a typical “career”?

I know myself, if I start a career and I’m climbing up that ladder with a goal in sight there’s no getting off even if the PhD comes along later. Any advice will be appreciated, and I’m seeking brutal and honest advice. Thank you.